Good Day Today?

I am taking the kids swimming today in morgan hill. Its going to be really warm which will be nice so that they wont get cold swimming. I need to remember to take my meds so I have my patience but overall looking forward to a really fun fun day. Then tomorrow Roy and I are going to Salinas kid free to go see the Monster trucks it will be a blast. Thanks Mom and Dad for watching the kids you should have a great day also.

A fun day

Yesterday was monday and roy had the day off. I started the day off with sleeping in with him and the kiddies till 9:00. I went to my mommy wellness group which was really fun I am meeting and becoming friends with some great women. Then Jackie and Dusty followed me home and roy and keith and I got to work basically stripping the front and side yard of brush and trees leaves and grass ect.... It was fun but god hard hard work we are getting ready for the fire insurance inspection. So I hope we get done soon it is so hard living in the country instead of the city. So much more to do..... We had alot and the little boys joined in, it turned out to be a great day...

Crazy Circle

Why is it that every damn thing feels like a damn conspiracy ok lets start with the newest.....We have to pay off family members that was stated in roys dads will. To get the property that was left to roy these have to be paid off. To get the money to pay them off we need a loan duh I dont know anyone who has 35,000 in their pocket ready to use. So we fianlly got approved for a loan great right??? Now they want proof of fire ins on the house....Easy right??? I have called like 20 places and everyone of them say they cant insure us beacause we dont have a different way to heat the house other than a fire stove.......And since we live on a orchard we have to destroy tons of vegetation around the house that they see as a problem. So in order to get the ins for the loan we have to install not only a PROPANE wall heater but we have to destroy our part of nature that we love up here. what the hell ....So to get money we need we have to spend like 900 dollars on a heater we WILL NEVER use because it will run our pg&e bill so sky high that we wouldnt be able to put food on the table....I am fuming right now........

Just quick update

I am sitting down and watching deadliest catch. I love this show but at this point the poor skipper on the corneila marie is struggling for his life right now. I hate this part. Bradley and I started swimming lessons yesterday and he loves it today we worked on going under the water and entering the pool when there is no stairs. I love having one on one time with my son . I feel sad some times when I cant give him undivided attention that a toddler needs so it is great when I can hang out with him and be in his toddler world. We went to my cousins wedding in half moon bay and it was a beautiful event. I love weddings I think it is really special to be with a couple on the first day as husband and wife. Although it was very hard to do a over night event with just me and the kids it was a great weekend and I loved that I was strong enough to do it more later.........